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Annabelle666: looking for the right man....
| Seeking: | Male Age 18 to 75 | | Status: | 30 Single Straight Female | | Location: | | | Interest In: | Long-Term Relationship | | Ethnicity: | East Asian | | Living: | Live by myself | | Eye Catcher: | Lips | | | Height: | 5'5 inches | | Body: | Skinny | | Hair/Eyes: | Black, Black | | Smoke: | No way | | Drink: | Occasionally | | Exercise | 2 times a week | | Politics: | No Answer | | | Education: | Bachelors degree | | Religion: | Christian | | Income: | $85,001 to $150,000 | | Occupation: | Im A Freelance Accou | | Offspring: | None | | Personality: | Amazing | | Country: | Germany | |
MY STORY
My name is Anabelle Ana Keeley and I am a Freelance Accountant and I have my own business in the Phillippines. I am going to be totally open and honest about my struggles with depression and anxiety so hopefully my short story will give those who suffer in silence, the courage to turn to someone close to them and say, “hey! I’m not feeling too good.”
I remember from year 8 and throughout high school there were times I would feel down or nervous for no reason at all. I was well liked by my peers, was never bullied and I am sure most people would say I was a pretty confident guy. Well that confidence was the disguise to some horrible feelings I would experience, not daily, but quite regularly as I was growing up in high school.
I missed quite a lot of school, particularly in year 11 and 12 and I definitely held back from activities I was good at in the fear of making mistakes or looking like a fool in front of my peers. I was a talented guitarist throughout primary school, but gave it up one term into year 8. I was a pretty decent soccer player, but lost my confidence, as I felt extremely intimated by some of the guys who had bigger personalities on the field than I did.
I’d constantly use the injury excuse as a way of covering up my anxiety and confidence issues I had, particularly out on the sporting field. After spending five years at high school, I think I only attended three or four swimming and athletic carnivals because the anxiety I would experience on the lead up to these days was just too much for me to handle.